I'm gonna be really sad & emo & rant today.
I'm locked in a state where I'm constantly wondering if coming back to Hong Kong was the right choice for me... I know its just a visit but its boring here and that is driving me crazy. I don't have anyone to hang out with. I don't even want to go out because it becomes more painfully obvious that I'm alone here...
I have a premonition my summer will be spent following my dad & sister to work between China & HK's office. Which really really sucks because I'm not interested in working there or dealing with the people and their drama. Plus its a failing business with a debt already... Yet every relative or family friend keep telling/asking me, "What are you studying? Are you coming back to help?" blah blah blah....
Another thing, the worst fear in my life is to wake up in the morning, look into the mirror, to find pimples popping up on my face!!! Some are little white ones. Some are flat bumps under my skin, when I squeeze it, they come out in a white thin thread!? And some are red and painful to the touch! (x.X) The weather and my skin just don't mix... At times I curse myself for deciding to come back to HK at this time of the year. But air flight tickets double in price after July... Sigh...
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